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The Observer

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 For a long time I have wanted to use this space to tell the stories behind each of my art pieces. But there wasn't much art making going on to tell the story of due to most of my time being taken up with my return to college. I have finished that now, earned my bachelor's degree, and my art-making time has increased. I have even completed a few pieces of embroidery hoop art and so I will now tell the story of this hoop, which I am calling, "The Observer." That there is me, with my art, including my face so you can see the artist behind the art, gathering up all my courage to do so because it makes me uncomfortable to put my face on the internet. Here is a better picture of the art itself. I started stitching this piece in October of 2025. The idea was that I wanted to recreate a previous digital artwork of mine in embroidery. I thought this particular piece would give me a good opportunity to practice layering several background fabrics at once. I've previously m...
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 I am currently dragging myself across the finish line where my college education is concerned. I am in the last couple of weeks of the last session of the last semester of my journey. On May 11th, I will have graduated officially and I will finally have a bachelor's degree. Will I carry on and get a higher level of education? I don't know. All I know right now is I'm a little bit over it. Ready to be done. As such, my creative output has increased a bit in anticipation. I finished the cloudburst hoop I showed in my last post and now I am working on finishing a more involved hoop (I showed what I had done of it as well on the post before the previous one). I'm excited about diving back into things and devoting more of my time to my creativity.  I know I haven't been posting weekly even though I said (somewhere) that I was going to. I know I haven't kept up with the challenges that I was so excited about at the beginning of the year. I struggle with this so much ...
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A Finished Cloudburst Hoop

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 I can't believe I actually have something finished to show off here. It feels good to have a completed art piece and it feels like it's been ages since I managed this. This is a pink cloudburst hoop, bigger than what I usually do for these because I was using a hoop that had previously been used for something else. At some point last year, I went through all my work and did a big declutter, keeping what I could reuse. So, the hoop itself got new life and although this hoop is nothing new for me, artistically speaking, I like how it turned out. Bright pinks make me happy. And as a step back into creating more regularly, I think it's a good one. Here, as well, is my weekly Ordinary Beauty photo. Butterfly Latte
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 I have been way too in my head about my creativity lately. Worrying about how much I'm not making, how much I'm not posting, how I'm losing steam on some of my projects and not keeping up with them, berating myself for feeling like I don't have time when I clearly have time if I'm doomscrolling, etc., etc., etc., and so on and so forth. Meanwhile, my creativity just keeps trying to poke her head in to say, "It was only ever supposed to be fun. It was only ever supposed to be playing." This is a thing I know, but sometimes completely unrelated life stuff can cause my brain to spiral about my creativity, which is supposed to be a place of refuge, a place of calm. So, I was sitting at my desk looking at some long neglected embroidery projects and decided to actually listen to that little voice and just... picked one up and did some work on it. And that felt like a nice, deep, centering breath. So, that's what I'll show you today. Me, tentatively find...
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Pulling Inward

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 Hello, It is Tuesday. Which is two days later than Sunday, which is two days later than the day that I had established as my "blogging day" for each week. I always aim to not be too rigid with the rules I make for myself when I create goals or challenges. Because I know that sometimes the enthusiasm I had at the beginning of something isn't necessarily always sustainable. I like to give myself permission to quit a thing when it's not bringing me joy anymore and I don't like to muddy that up with feelings of shame or guilt. Which is not to say those feelings are completely absent in these situations--I'm just trying not to let them become dominant. Also, I know that giving up entirely on a challenge when I stumble is counterproductive when I could just pick myself off, dust myself off, and keep going. It takes a little bit of introspection to know whether letting go or carrying on is the thing. That's kind of where I'm at, which is probably not unusual...
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Not Feeling It

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 I'm not sure where my mind's at right now, but I'm trying to show up for this little blogging challenge I've created for myself anyway. Two days later than normal again, but I never make my own rules hard and fast, so I'm letting that part go. Again. I have a bunch of potential topics for these blog posts in my notes app on my phone, but right now nothing feels appropriate and nothing is calling out to me. I feel like this post is going to be another that's got a phoning-it-in vibe. Oh well. I think part of the problem at this moment is a frustration with schoolwork taking up so much of my brain space, energy, and time. I don't always feel that way, but right now I do. I've got stuff due tonight and even if the actual work of it is only going to take an hour or two, it still crowds everything else out of my brain.  To top it off, I have nothing to show for my weekly creation. I do have a photo to share for Ordinary Beauty. Goose + Tree I just really lo...
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Still Clarifying

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 My blog post is coming in late this week because I got behind in my schoolwork and needed to play catch-up on Friday (when I usually blog) and yesterday. Going to keep it simple today. I'm still working on clarifying exactly what it is I want with regards to the Ordinary Beauty project. This past week, here are the photos I came up with: I like this because it's objects reduced to shapes and colors. I edited it as I usually do for my photos, cropping to frame it how I want, increasing warmth, and increasing saturation. I don't fully love it though. Partly because I didn't get the focus on the lamp post very sharp an partly because I'd like it to fill slightly more of the frame. I do really like the way the blue, the green, and the orange look together. Here is my runner-up: This is a "nicer" picture, I think, and it still does fit my criteria of what I'm going for, as it's a more up-close look at a plant than one might normally go for and I like t...
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